Thursday, July 21, 2005

A veri bo liaoz entry... so read at ya own decision... if it realli so boring, might as well not read and why the heck am i exercising my fingers to type it down le..
Maybe juz to remind me back of something when i look back again ba?

*Sudden blankness* *duno wat to type*
How about let me tell a story again? haha :p Nah nah, im not a good story teller..
Alrite, realised something ytd nite..
I'm touch by the thought tat he been busy but still wanna make time to meet me.. (shud i believe it?? ) Even if i believe it, it wun make any difference.. even if i dun believe it, it wun make any difference too.. i juz dun hate him or angry with him... comes wat may and im still ME. A girl tryin to be simple in this complicated world...
I know wat i did wun give me any good endings.. n im afraid of karma too.. can i blame this on this stupid complicated world?
If i haven went to work at tat stupid place, i wun have met him..
If i din go zouk tat time, i wun be friends with him..
If i din have lunch with him, we wun have grown close...
If he dun fetch me for supper n stuffs...
If he din tok to me the way he did...
If ...
I still wan to be friends but do i really need to totally cut myself out from his world to forget him as wat my fren had say b4.. forget him liaoz den can be friends back.. but wat if during the process, he n me will get used of not havin each other in each other world n eventually will not even be friends back? ( thinking too much )
Asectic beliefs: im a simple girl im a simple girl im a simple girl

I love my friends... they give me joy, laughter and fun... im able to be myself when im with them... It a great fortune of me to have them...
Friends tat share n be there ...
Deep in my heart, i appreciate my 2 friends who had dinner with me ytd (yes it u 2.. popular n burpy) haha.. duno how to say it to u all in face.. but if it not with the fact tat u 2 make me realise tat i shud have bbq n dinner with u 2.. n gives me so much fun n laughter ytd.. haha... relieve me from the stupid emo me.. haha
but im emo back now again.. cos im listening to sad chinese songs now.. whahaah.. lamer me...

Life's still goes on... i know wat wrong n wat right....

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