Yesterday (30.12.05) i had a wonderful steamboat dinner and a wonderful walk!wahahaIt been a long time since we met and chill out this waySittin by the bayGentle breeze Talkin our hearts outJuz simply talking.. insignificant tok? sensible tok? hehe.. but i do enjoy myself alotThe "ice-bergs" and " light which look like northern lights" looks so beautifull.. veri veri nice.. pretty sight somehow n somehow not tooWe were thinkin, when we reached 28, will we still be this way?Will we have our significant partner who can accompany till our hair grows white?Will we have kids to bring with us to whenever we met?Wat will we be like? Will we become those typical aunties?hahaha...It juz so scary how time flies...I had a wonderful and harmful thot-less nite..oh oh..We walked!!!! My babies indulge me in my own secret ambition.. That is to walk expressway back home!!wahaha.. we din manage to walk on the expresswayBut we manage to walk from Esplanade-->Suntec-->Bugis-->little india-->lavender-->alll the way near to boon keng!!!hahahaAnd today, all 3 of us were sayin.. leg pain, body ache.. how old had we grown?Love LoveXXX
Back from Phuture last nite..Great music! Great accompany! Terrible hangover!The 1st time eve got so damn drunk... hahaMight be somehow due to my fault... cos she acc me drink LONG ISLAND!I always love the feeling of high.. No harmful thots.. Juz full of smiles.. It somehow generates the happiness in me.. making me feel wonderful.. PLainly smiling.. and kinda of sociable too.. Seldom sees me in such a good mood to talk with strangers.. A briefly memories walk thru ytd nite:Me: Happily high and dancing.. Oh, think i somehow got "molested" by a girl and a boy.. damn! The young girl tried to kiss me and the young boy keep touchin me! damn.. but when im drunk i dun seems to be able to resist or fight or ... haiz.. not good gettin too high too when thinkin back.. young kids nowadays are realli gettin out of hand.. nxt time if my kid wana club.. im gonna tag along! dun care!Meow: She din drunk.. think she plainly came down juz to show her face and acc us.. hehe.. love her for tat.. Eve: Woah woah woah.. highlight of the nite.. she vomit and vomit and vomit.. got such a hard time carryin her out.. totalli no image at all lo.. all her demure n femine traits gone.. hahhaShe got kinda high when we were dancin but once i went to fetch the others in.. she is gone.. squatin underneath the table and puke.. yeeeekss.. sorry babe.. Lene,Ot and Nette: Poor lil 3 girls.. juz came in for some fast baileys n volkas.. not even dancin for 2-3min.. they got to help and get our drunkard eve out.. hahaAnother highlight of the day isWe met 2 irritatin and wu-liao guys.. not clubbin.. juz simply drove down sit there n ppl watch.. bloody hell.. n keep luffin at us.. stupid guys! real dumb.. HEhe.. babies.. so when nxt?hahaha_______________________________________________________During Yes, After No..agree with it.. cos my telepathy lene had somehow see a train of thots in me when we were waitin outside of our dear eve to wake up.. that's when evil starts to eats me up alive..that's when i starts to indulge myself in self pity again..that's when i knew i got to move on and start anew..but why is it everytime my fone rang, i hope to see his number..why is it so?!damn!
Im such a flirty asshole bitch... :(
Christmas celebrationMaybe the older we get, clubbin no longer become a must during a festive seasonWhereas we prefer to share this special day with all the special dearest ones :DThus, i had spent it with 2 of my FAV grps..Despite it the festive season, but none of us seems to have the xmas mood when i met up with nette they all in noon...Jasmine was in a pretty bad shape n condition due to her bgr problem.. but life still goes on...And, I always am one who love BBQ, cos i love BBQ food.. simply delicious.. sometimes, it juz so wonderful how we have grown close n know more frens.. The high moment of the nite is when we played "indian poker" and mixin bailey w volka w orange juice w milk w tea w water etc.... yeeewwwwkkkk... sucky sucky suckyAfter 2 cups, n the kick kicks in.. hohoho... strangely surprising i tear last nite.. hahaha.. emo me.. but somehow due to xin words.. giving it up... is so easily said.. but doin it juz somehow seems so impossible.. the way i felt for tat person is something i got no control of.. but im managin it pretty well this time.. it juz an incident tat i felt for him.. somehow whenever i thot of him, i cud feel this tuggin pain in my heart...why is tat so?Alrite, shall sstop digressing..After i reached home, my poly mates arrived..They bought prezzie for my parents.. n my parents were smiling like they strike gold..child-like.. hahahaim pretty red when i reached home.. went into room n catch a quick nap n rest.. till mum open the door...but all i can say is tat im a pretty good drinker lately.. no pukin.. heheit been a long time since we all get togethereveryone of us make it to this small gathering.. except niki... mb she went back to rural again..we had too much food.. too much.. way too much.. each of us brought stuffs down.. took alot of pics.. not pretty pics but veri natural n real life, n i do look like shitand the 6 of us tryin to squeeze in my bed.. wow wow wow... hahahaIt feels pretty good to see all my frens gettin on with life wellOT- happily in love with her gfJeanette- Happily in love with OT.. the showin of affection is juz so sweetLene- happily attached.. yeah.. bf will fetch her n her gfs.. such bf where to find.. haha but got a sucky job which i hate it so muchEve- still crappy and learning to be happi.. we r all smiling from our hearts last nite.. n we r happy.. so the way to happiness is juz infront!! :pMeow- not too happy with job.. but tat the real world.. but everything will be good in yr 2006! The smiles n laughter and the bitchin actualli cause me to have a slight sore throat now.. hahaMerry christmas to all..LOVE ALWAYS!XXX
转身离开分手说不出来海鸟跟鱼相爱只是一场意外我们的爱差异一直存在 风中尘埃竟累积成伤害Went to buy ciggies todayThe auntie actualli ask for my NRIC!!HAha.. tat's a big joy for a girl who is 22 going 23.. It really makes my day.. hahaXmas here.. festive seasonsLets all Hope "WORLD PEACE"Superb Bimbo bitch me.. hahaAlrite, let's wish for the bestest things will all happen to my dearest in the coming year 2006!!Those who are single will find their loveThose who are broke will win 4d, toto, mj, etcThose who have been busy will have more time to R&RThose who have lead a complicated life, will soon find simplicityN Last but not least, Let's all be HAPPY!!Living is all about HAPPY!! Im in a good festive mood.. lets see how long it will last..Hmmm.. 1 day, 1 wk, 1mth or mb 1hr..haha.. im complicated n changing consistently.. wat is tat lizard name call?? tat will change colour 1.. i think i change my mood more den it changes its colour.. haha..:P
Went to MOS ytdGot lost findin it..Gettin real bad with directionshmmm...MOS is pretty.. real pretty.. but music suxthus moi still love my phuture!!!Din realli get drunk or high.. mb i set a too high expectation on it.. thus makin ytd nite a tad too bored.. boring..but had some stupid jokes over the table at TCC..and year 2005 makes the year of payin bills with coins or not money to pay at all..hahhaGreat place, great company but sucky music makes the nite still great..and yeah, got my first xmas present.. hahahaoh, he sms me last nite..he got drunk..i sms him not to know any girlshe say he is too drunk to know girlsbut this noon, he sms say he saw his old fren.. slimmer prettier...hmmm..did i got jealous? anyway, i hate him.. to prevent myself from fallin for him.. i juz got to hate himsimply simple logic.. juz hate him and stop sms him.. period!
hmmm... thou shall write bout "I'm the Girl who..."Im the girl who is now 22 going 23...
I'm the Girl who used to be very small in size.I'm the Girl who is a teacher's pet in nursery.I'm the Girl who perform dances everything during school function.I'm the Girl who got stab with a pencil by a naughty boy in school.I'm the Girl who is very quiet in class.I'm the Girl who english sucks to the core.I'm the Girl who can't simply answer or pronouced simple english words.I'm the Girl who play football and baseball with boys.I'm the Girl who got the outlook of a small lil girl but with a lil boy heart.I'm the Girl who hurt her hand while playing monkey bar.I'm the Girl who got the first crush on a boy and followed him to play ping pong.I'm the Girl who thot hanging out with those "popular" people will make her more acceptable.I'm the Girl who got attached in sec 2. or sec 1.. cant really rememberI'm the Girl who got detached with frens and thot only HIM is the worldI'm the Girl who sacrifice too much for the word loveI'm the Girl who became a lonerI'm the Girl who always get backstab by frenI'm the Girl who everyone hatesI'm the Girl who nobody likesI'm the Girl who everyone thinks im a bitchI'm the Girl who is flirtatiousI'm the Girl who thinks of endin her life and leaving homeI'm the Girl who is realli glad that she have her 7frens, xin,nette,mad and fenI'm the Girl who dun think that she needs alot of frens anymoreI'm the Girl who is complicated but loves to simplify things I'm the Girl who loves gettin drunk and highI'm the Girl who think sex is impt!I'm the Girl who always met the wrong guyI'm the Girl who believes in karmaI'm the Girl who always do things on impluse and regrettin itI'm the Girl who cant seems to have any self controlI'm the Girl who loves shoppingI'm the Girl who loves chilling outI'm the Girl who tries to be there for frens and frens r more impt except familyI'm the Girl who is learning to be happyI'm the Girl who is learning to become a numb nunI'm the Girl who ...Shall continue if i can think of more.. hee
Im sick..I almost thot im dyin..Cant even lie straight, cant even curl myself to slp.. The pain is so excrutiating that i realli thot im dying..Been in and out of toliet for the whole damn nite!Vomit, diarrheao, Vomit, diarrheao,Vomit, diarrheao,Vomit, diarrheao.. till i lose count..Wat comes out from below seems like wat comes out from the top..I know it disgusting.. but it too sick for me to feel disgusting..Wat most disgusting of all, the stuffs tat came out from my body is brownish black.. yeeks!!!I realli thot im dying...I manage to suffer till morn den inform the situation to my parentsThey send me to see a doc..So now, i have 7med to take daily..I still feel giddy once in a while..I still feel weak...Ytd, i was watchin the tv programmes, and complainin that the peops in there movin too fast cos it makin my giddy.. i get giddy watchin tv.. So my onli main of entertainment is music..But im gettin better now..Juz tat giddiness kick in once in a while...Arh.. it juz felt so bad to be sick!!!!I need to take good care of my health!!!
