Monday, August 02, 2010

finally i've log in again.
stupid pwd. killing me.

There's so much on my mind.

I've found a new job.
So far so good.
**crossed fingers.

I no longer feel happiness in the relationship i am in.
Do u feel the same way as i do?
爱情偷走我的理智你笑我死心眼爱你浪费多少时间你不会发现

I dun wan to feel this way.
4yrs.
I know we have agreed to just live the moment.
But, at this point of my life. i feel lk having something more.

Initially, i know im spoilt. cos i love the attention you gave me.
cos u listen to my every beck and call.
now. we hv drifted apart. have we?
I dun even bother to be spoilt or angry anymore.

i can feel the tug of pain in my heart.
i duno how to describe.
it's like something tat's so wrong but yet we both just close one eye and ignore.
but maybe to you, there aint anything wrong at all.

im so scare of spending the rest of my life being on my own.
Do u understand the fear i have?
i just need some assurance. but all u can say is to live the moment, we wun be together forever.
do u know how sick i feel.
i might be strong enuff to say yes. but u fucking wasted my youth. it's alrite. im not blaming u.

I dun like my life.

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