Memories
Memories are best kept untouched...
BUt i love to reminise back on those memories...
Something close to my heart
Which use to bring a smile
Those days ...
Love as if u have never been hurt before.
Love again is risking it all.
BUt is it all worth it in the end?
Memories are never meant to be erase away.
it scorch into the mind heart and soul.
No matter how hurt i been
I still remember.
I forgives.
I think sometimes im so silly to the extend tat i wun get angry
even if the situation need me to be angry
ahaha
lamer me~
Heard something from a fren
It kinda bother me...
Im not bothered by the news.
The thing tat bothered me is
"Im giving him the benefit of doubt"
I know i shud trust/believe wat my fren told me.
But...
Maybe i juz need to hear it myself, see it myself.
Im not falling deep.
Simple things are wat i wan.
Having a person to entertain me time to time.
Am i living in denial again?
But the truth is,
I dun feel much pain hearing tat.
Why is tat so?
Anyway,
Exams approaching.
I shud concentrate on studies.
Towards tat lamer guy,
frens we shall be.
Was on the fone with him last nite.
Cracking stupid jokes
Insulting each other
And makin me feel stupid.
But i was smiling like a fool.
And i am a fool.
He always have a way with me.
But in the end, i still feel empty.
Deep in me, im not happy.
I dun like his frens.
Really.
Loving someone n risking it all.
Is it worth it?
He is juz not tat into me.
Period.
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There is this particular someone.
I dun wish to hurt.
I enjoy her company.
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time: 1.48am
i shud be already asleep but got woken up by a sms
i ask who is he watchin the movie with
i got no reply
im treatin him as a fren
im treatin him as a fren
im treatin him as a fren
he called me
he still din tell me who he watchin with
time:1.55am
he watchin the movie with his buddy..
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Oh..
lately there been this topic tat i might bend
will i?
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oh..
does indulging in fun and drinking gives ppl the perception tat im sad n not okie?
hmmmm...
but im realli feeling happy n cool!
i love these peops in my life
and i love those tat cares for me too
i feel loved.. hehe
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