Went off half way after class,To meet darling for lunch.Had Pepper lunch.. Nice..Wanted to meet her,due to last nite.I never wana make u sad.It hurts me as well.Seeing her today,It make me smile.Make me realise how impt her smile is to me.Make me realise how an impact she had on me.I think im basking in love.World out there! Im in love. So pls dun shoot me ugly comments.Cos i wun give it a heck anymore!
Time and time againI thot i've been cool bout stuffs.But i felt the old memories keep haunting me.I felt so helpless.Sometimes somethings r meant not to be said out.My weakness is i care too much.I cant differentiate.Sometimes, time n time again, i felt like giving up.Time n time again.I kept walking and walking in this roundabout tat bring me nowhere.I heard the 3 words again n again.Im numb.No more tears.No more laughter.No more butterflies.Im tired bout everything.Even if i promise not to give up.Can i?
Time passes so fast.I appreciate what u did on 20.I enjoyed myself.I like the prezzie.I love the thot.I do treasure .I do love.It not a easy path.Im tryin my best.Love and be loved.
He said: U have changed. U dun love me anymore.Me: Silence.Wat can i say further?I always knew that we aint meant to be with.Nevertheless, he still can make me smile.Like a fool it is.Actually, i felt guilt.Towards her and towards him.I wana concentrate on studies.I wana be a good girl to my B.And i am really a good girl.Undeniably, at times im playful too.But, ... im changing.. At this stage of my life,Im feeling ambiguous.Towards Love, Studies,Life,Friendship and Career.
