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4th month.
Time passes so freaking fast.

4th celebration.
All started on the wrong tone.

First, quarrel.
Second, crying.
Third, sickness.
Fourth, realli bad dinner.

I hate spanish mexican food.
I hate tapas.
I hate food wrap in flour tapilitas.
I hate the noise there.

I onli love the corn.
She especially brought me there.
Hee...

hmmm... hope everything will be better.
she not giving me up.. whahaha...

Thank you for loving me so well.

Happy 4 mth

posted by joConfession @ 12:01 AM 0 Comments

hmmm...
some random thots

- Somehow i realli wish im in a "normal" relationship
Being in a somehow abnormal r/s in this society, it brings more problems den i expected.
When im sick, i wan my love one to be by my side.
But due to the fact of the type of r/s im in, she aint able to do that.
I cant hold her hands in raffles place.
I cant held her in raffles place.
I got to endure stares from stupid people.
I got endure gossips which somehow always reaches my ear.
I got to lied to my colleagues of the fact that im attached n in love.
I got to be so secretive when she call when im at home.
I got scared when we visit neighbourhood places for dinner.

Alot alot of problems.
I dun like it.
Realli.
But i do love u baby.
Juz that sometimes such random thots infest my brain,mind n soul.
Not a good feeling it definitely is.
I duno how long i can hold on to this r/s .. =(

Random thots.. why do u ever appear?

posted by joConfession @ 8:36 PM 0 Comments

Hmm... time pass so fast n it seems ages since i last updated...

There so much thing happening..
Finally i found a job.
Do i like the job.
no idea.. i juz noe at the moment i dun hate it but either am i loving it.

Ask me how long i will stay.
Not too sure. cos the resignation thot keep appearing time n again.
Simply cant get use to the new life im havin. WOrk, Home, Sleep, Work stress.

Hows my 23?
Celebrated my birthday with my 2 favourite groups of people.
Everyone changes. Appreciate the actions tat everyone tried to make it to the dinner.
It a pretty nice feeling to know tat i have friends.

My wish.
That a secret. Or else it wun come true.

My baby.
OKie, realise i din said anything on our 3rd mth dinner.
I simply love it!
The scenery.. the dinner.. the Virgo.. the waffles.. the ice cream.. the accompany.

She been always there for me. No matter how unreasonable i am.
No matter how rude i am. No matter how fierce i am. No matter how emotional and depressing i am.
She is also the one that help me to rub my back.. rub my legs.. Touch my rashes.. Kisses on my forehead.. cooking dinner for me.. giving me advices and standing by my decision.
Im glad i chose her.
Im glad that she chose to love me.

We too have our tiff.. she hates me when i raise my voice same as i hate it when she raise her voice. But we r still gettin along fine at this moment.

Not lookin at long term.. juz enjoyin the moment as usual.

EVE
hehe.. she is currently over at uk
Green with Envy. Yes i am. Definitely.
She not in spore.
I lost a msn kaki.
I lost someone who will listen to my moody nite rantings.
I lost someone that gave good advice.
I lost someone to share my joy n sadness with.
But she will be back after a month..
Hehe..
Wat will she buy for me?
Wahahaha

Leaving this country.
It always been my wish to escape from this family of mine n spore..
wahaha.. but i know tat not gonna be happening.
DAMN.
Her trip makes me reminiscing bout my finland stay.
The cold weather, cooking, coffee, chocolates, clubbing, drinkings and making new friends from around the world. Wonderful memories that will stay with me. Thinkin bout the life i led over there is one of the best memories i ever had.. Even though the stay do have it downs, but eventualli i still love it.

Alrite.
ENd of entry.

posted by joConfession @ 12:29 PM 0 Comments