Sunday, August 20, 2006

Mood: Smilez

Why?
Cos i love my fifth month ..

Because?
Of all the things she done for me.

She always put in alot of thot and effort to make the day memorable for both of us.
This time she succeeded in making me afraid of chocolate and cakes in a good way.
Im not gonna touch this 2 delicasies for a long time..
Overall, i Love it!

She say: Nxt time we shall go for ice cream..
Bring it on baby~

Anyway, this time everything started on a good note..
No quarrels, arguements.. Simply smiles =)
The only blemish to the event is tat we both receive smses from some ppl.

Anyway, let me digress abit apart from my happy mood.
Ok start!
I hate work.. work sux.. felt so useless. Felt so unproductive. Felt like a cripple.
Damn. I so so so much wanna quit.. but i got to secure a new job first.
I so so so scared i will kana fired.. hai.. tat wil be the first time manz..
=(
I hate my workplace. Hate the stupid rules and regulations..
How bout politics? it fun .. as im not involved.. wahaha
The most political place is the toliet
The most political situation is u heard 2 different stories.. from both boss n frens
The most political thing is to handle relationship.
For one, im real bad at handling relationship
real real real bad..

REgrets.. all i can say is my full of regrets.. at this moment.
i dun wanna cause any strain on anything.

Friday, August 04, 2006

Im veri dissatisfied with myself.
I hate my life.
I hate my days.
At times, i hate myself too.

Lonely loner alienative living in a disgusting cruel materialistic hypocratic world.

I dun like.

Save me. From self pitiness. From hatred. From cowardness.

Shit.

My blog entry seems so shitty.

Hope things will get better.. i reali hope so.