Indulge in Life's Simple Pleasure

if i lay here
if i just lay here
would you lie with me and just forget the world??

I like the phrase above. Sweet. Will u? but can i really forget about the world?
Too much problematics issues bothering me.
Im feeling useless once again.

Useless being a daugher
Useless being a friend
Useless being a gf
Useless being a human being

As i said before, im just parasite.
Can someone just step on me and make sure i die. I mean, u must make sure i die.
Or else dun step on me!
COs im afriad of misery.
Im afraid of being torture.

Im in such a emo torture Now..
WHo can save me?
No one.
Not even frens or love one.

Can i survive?
I cant answer that qns at this moment,
cos im dying.

Dun mourn for me.
Just forget me.
Cos my just a simply useless good for nothing parasite.

posted by joConfession @ 9:59 PM 0 Comments

Happi 6th month!

I love my present !!
A cruise to KL.

Hee. Love u!

Imjustfreakingborednowthatijustfeelliketypingtheabovedownastoremindmyselfwatshehaddoneforme.

LOVES.

posted by joConfession @ 5:36 PM 0 Comments

The worst days at work.
Damn.
Hate it.
Duno wat wrong.
SOme insignificant small things yet causes such a big rift.
Feeling pretty pissed and frustrated.

Wah koaz. Only left 3 days yet the time passes so slow.
All because i realli hate coming to work.

=(

posted by joConfession @ 3:12 PM 0 Comments

My life sucks pretty badly.
I dun understand why.

Ytd met up with eve n lene for some shopping and coffee.
Tok chat biatch.
It been long since we sat down at some place decent and chat
Not around midnight in the middle of a park. wahaha

Y cant i led a simple life? But do i really want a simple life?
Wat will happen if i cant find my dream job.
Wat will happen if i cant even get a job tat pays well.
Wat will happen ??

People are always being bothered with what will happen. Things are unpredictable. I can be smiling now and the next moment i can be brooding. Why is that so?
Do i have some mental illness?
haha.. i hope not.
It just that my simple pea small brain loves to bother herself with big problematic sometimes insignificant troubles.
hahaha

alrite.. done with digressing.

Met up with my Baby last nite to for a simple birthday celebration for her.
Went to primas. I got a slight motion sickness. But the food tastes wonderful. with the perfect companion, it one of the best days i had in 2006.
Love the way she smile with the slight opening of her eyes looking thru at me. SOmetimes i even wonder, is she looking at me or is her eyes open? wahaha
There's alot of things i like bout her. =)

Hope good things last..
bad things pls pls pls go away.. shoooo....

posted by joConfession @ 9:36 AM 0 Comments

another entry in a day.


Eat
Makan
Munch

The only thing that makes time pass fast..
Abit tweeny bit fast...

.....

posted by joConfession @ 3:23 PM 0 Comments

Let me digress!
Im not happy.
Everyday i dreads.
Everyday i try to be happy.
Everyday Just simply sux!

I got no guts.
I got no courage.
I got no front.

Im juz like a lil weeby smallie crawllie insignificant pity shitty ass parasite living in this world.

No sense of identity.
Im hating so much things.
So much.
Including myself definitely.
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Finding someone that make u smile.
Finding someone that u can tok to.
Finding someone who makes u feel like a fool.
Finding someone that make u thump thump thump.
Finding someone to hold u warm.
is it that impt?

I love wat i have now.

posted by joConfession @ 11:10 AM 0 Comments

Will you still love me in the morning?
Forever and ever.

:) Saw the above phrase in some blog that i went to this noon during work.
Sweet. Sweetilicious sweet. Brings a warm smile to my face.

Imaging asking your loved one the above question.
Imagine waking up with your loved one by your side.
Imagine having your loved one to hug to to sleep and giving you a peck n wishes you good nite.
I missed that.
:(

What been happening?
The only good thing is that i manage to pass every of my module.
Not fantastic results but yeah, i still passed..
I simply hate my job to the core. Simply.
No one can understand the hateness, the unbearable tinge of regretness in me.
:p
But life still moves on.

Now im freaking scared to give out tat white envelope to my boss.

hai...

I need a better life, a better job, a better future.

posted by joConfession @ 5:56 PM 0 Comments