Was reading charlenely blogspot.
A strange feeling overwhelm me.
The type of feeling when u felt ya heart separated from your body
I wonder wat will i do if im in her shoe.
I dun even dare to think.
Losing a close one.
Imaging a life without her, kills.
Random post as follows. No flow juz random.
Xmas is a few days away.
Yet santa hasnt bring me wat i wan.
Im really in need of a new enviroment.
I love my friends. For bringing me joy.
I love my girl. For being there always.
I wanna to be sick now. Flu, fever watsoever. Pls come and find me.
I wun run away, this i promise. =)Photos. Make me feel ugly.Boohooo. I dun wan to face the fact tat im ugly. Boohoo
I love the fact that i remember my password.
=)
It sunday. Monday is a holiday. So here i am sitting infront of my desktop @1140pm.
Cool aint it. No heart wrenching pounding feeling.
Santa Santa,
why hasnt u sent me any joy yet.
***I wan a new job. Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
I wan a happier life.
I wan simple things in life. But sad to say i aint a simple person.
I love to splurge.
The life im leading now, requires me to have bling bling.
There aint no guy for me.
I can't depend on a husband cos i will have none.
I need to be financially stable for the life im leading now.
25yrs into this world.
Secondary School - School girl crushes. All i have in mind is how to attact the attention of the cute boy that sit next to me. No worries on monetary stuffs. No worries if the recession is coming. No worries on economic downturn.
Poly Year - Part time jobs, earning some small bucks. Studying. Worries on monetary stuffs.
Society life - worries on monetary stuffs. worries on economic downturns. worries on recession.
So why do i have to grow up? boohooo.
I seriously hate my job.
Wat i have predicted came true.It took me a yr to login.damn password.damn the laziness streak in me.but thats me. procrastinate. my fav hobby.Ok, next.I hate my job.I used to have a pretty good life. easy job @ Gbut i chose to give it up and return to B.Bloody hell B is giving lotsa of troubles.Every Sunday.I felt my heart pounding. I dun wan to go back to work. Depression sets inEvery Mon - FriI hate myself for landing myself in this shitEvery SatI hate the pathetic me tat went back to wrk.Every 27th of the monthI no longer gets the satisfaction. booohoooThis year, i landed my self in lotsa illness. Even ear infection is one of it. and i got 2 days mc. damn cool. So ear infection here i come. heeI wanna quit. Yet i dun have the courage. Im scare that i cant find another job. Mb it the pay factor tat im struggling with. but soon, very soon. I can feel it coming. Cos im realli at my verge of collapsing.booohoooooooooo.It xmas season. i wanna be jolly merry and happy.Pray pray wish wish.How i hope.Santa, pls send me lotsa joy. i know i aint a good girl. but ... it my job tat makes me a devil.
