Wednesday, July 27, 2005

I flare up towards my fren... Wasnt like me... I juz lost it...
Haiz..
Things not lookin good lately towards all parts of my life...
Happiness slowly slipping away from me....
But everything gonna be fine... fine... fine....

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Monday, July 25, 2005

Hmmm...
Im falling in Love with Hallmark..
Hey Hey, i know it shows old movies, shows etc.. but im loving it!!!

Been Addicted to it.. haha.. sweetilicious n it makes the world seems more peace n lovey~
Love the show : "Magic Of Ordinary Days"
It a old-fashioned beauty of love story touching on such topics as guilt and loneliness and unrequited love.. It shows the contrast of the City type of love and the Countryside of love.. more pure n true... W/o any accusations, doubting and stuffs... simply believing in the one you love and making him/her happy.
How wonderful it will be if the world operates in this way.. den everyone will be happier.. cos oneself will be happi too if ya loved one is happi too.. this is how great love is but ... do i believe in it? Nope... ahaha.. nah nah, i do believe in it too but it juz wun happen in this realistic world! but once in a while watchin such shows make me feel like a human being.. not tat so cynical ... pretty good feelings! hee

Life's been pretty bored and predictable.. money going out and not in...
I'm feeling pretty happy.. and im not so sure of why.. results might be out soon.. if im not wrong.. late Aug.. but i think im starting to get worry.. but im still feeling happy.. smiles.. and it all becos of Hallmark!!! wahahahah
Oh, let me introduce my new name
" Joanne Pauper Supertitious SimpleYetComplicated babe Kua "

Hmmm... let me end with a joke....
1 guy was walkin down the cemetery
And he heard.. "tok tok tok tok " sound..
He got pretty scare... and not far away he saw a human squating by the walkway
He quickly walk over and ask the human he is doing
The human reply: "they Crave my name wrongly" hehehehehe

hahahaha.. funny right!! hahahahah

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Thursday, July 21, 2005

A veri bo liaoz entry... so read at ya own decision... if it realli so boring, might as well not read and why the heck am i exercising my fingers to type it down le..
Maybe juz to remind me back of something when i look back again ba?

*Sudden blankness* *duno wat to type*
How about let me tell a story again? haha :p Nah nah, im not a good story teller..
Alrite, realised something ytd nite..
I'm touch by the thought tat he been busy but still wanna make time to meet me.. (shud i believe it?? ) Even if i believe it, it wun make any difference.. even if i dun believe it, it wun make any difference too.. i juz dun hate him or angry with him... comes wat may and im still ME. A girl tryin to be simple in this complicated world...
I know wat i did wun give me any good endings.. n im afraid of karma too.. can i blame this on this stupid complicated world?
If i haven went to work at tat stupid place, i wun have met him..
If i din go zouk tat time, i wun be friends with him..
If i din have lunch with him, we wun have grown close...
If he dun fetch me for supper n stuffs...
If he din tok to me the way he did...
If ...
I still wan to be friends but do i really need to totally cut myself out from his world to forget him as wat my fren had say b4.. forget him liaoz den can be friends back.. but wat if during the process, he n me will get used of not havin each other in each other world n eventually will not even be friends back? ( thinking too much )
Asectic beliefs: im a simple girl im a simple girl im a simple girl

I love my friends... they give me joy, laughter and fun... im able to be myself when im with them... It a great fortune of me to have them...
Friends tat share n be there ...
Deep in my heart, i appreciate my 2 friends who had dinner with me ytd (yes it u 2.. popular n burpy) haha.. duno how to say it to u all in face.. but if it not with the fact tat u 2 make me realise tat i shud have bbq n dinner with u 2.. n gives me so much fun n laughter ytd.. haha... relieve me from the stupid emo me.. haha
but im emo back now again.. cos im listening to sad chinese songs now.. whahaah.. lamer me...

Life's still goes on... i know wat wrong n wat right....

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Wednesday, July 20, 2005

hmmm...

Supposed to meet someone today.. still considering.. another 2hrs to go.. hmmmm...
I mean, i can dun meet.. it all up to me.. juz make up an excuse rite.. easy n no harm...
but do i feel like meeting.. i duno
My head says 1 thing and my heart says another.. so who shall i follow..
Maybe the more i meet him, the more i will grown to dislike him becos as he is such an *^%*&$
giving myself lame excuses again..

Ytd, my fren called me a "3rd party" i din noe tat i will be so angry n pissed n somehow pain..
i noe it wrong.. i realli noe.. but i nv ever will wan to have tat name tag to me.. cos im never ever one of those.. i know im not!
But wat my fren says was so true.. so damnable true.. even though i think im not but actually im already am one..
But Im REALLY NOT!

Never never never......

Juz to blog this down so tat i will know how dumb i am when i wake up from this stupid thing...

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Sunday, July 03, 2005

Im so Happy Last Nite..
Had my celebration with 7 darlings cum poly mates..
I had my 11 cakes with 2 candles each n it make up a big 22
But nevertheless, i still feel young~ like real.. haha
Juz wanna thanks everyone tat come down ytd n make my day!
Love ya all lots..
N i got a veri nice duper superb nice prezzie from them
Cant stop smiling ever since i woke up..
Nice day! hahaha

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Friday, July 01, 2005

Been working lately..
Real tired..
It a Nice working place.
It has a Nice ambience.. with swimming pool and sofa and couches...
It have Nice people over there
I have my own table.
I have all the free space i wan.
I can take a nap or play "hai tai" or gossips during my work.
N i got 1 Nice super duper goody colleague "MAD" hee
Lucky we got each other to entertain one and other...
Imagine when she or me is doing our PS, we will still be chattin and entertaining ourself.. ha
Gettin obsessed with online shopping and her BBK!
But i still find myself dragging myself to work this morn.. n im realli not looking forward to the whole nxt week..
But nevertheless, it gives good money and all the good pts stated above.
So, pls strive on! hee

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