Hmmm...
Not much stuffs happened lately
Just simply the same old bullcrap.. like a jackass still sms me.. opps.. i called him jackass.. ha.. alrite, he is still a nice jerk.
But im stronger this time.. maybe it becos i think i have some other someone on my mind??
Maybe? Yeah? or maybe im juz simply sick of the ways tat he treat me and all the self deniable excuses..
Argh.. y cant i be more true n brave?
Hmmm...
My dad been sick.. im realli not sure if it is realli such a serious disease.. but for all i know is tat heart disease are not curable so all he can do now is to adjust his lifestyle to a better type..
Drink more water.. healthier food.. exercise and stuffs..
But he is acting so weak.. so weak...
I felt bad for the way that i feel..
Im an optimistic girl.. i mean i look things on the bright side n i live in my own self denial world.. Tats why im bubbly.. tats why..
Everything happen for a reasons.. everyone will fall sick eventually..
I just wan him to get well.. get better and become more cheerful again..
Hmmm..
I missed gettin drunk.. think i got kinda high on alcohol tat day.. I missed the feeling.. light.. nothing on my mind.. keep smiling and laughing.. something tat i haven been doin lately..
Hmmmm......
Problems in my family, studies, relationships and friends... so why am i still alive?
It all becos i love living.. i love the unpredictable things tat happen.. the sense of ambiguous in life..
I think im sick.. someone please save me!
posted by joConfession @ 8:49 PM
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