Still Depressed..
Still Emo...
Still hating myself
Been weeks.. times pass.. somethings resolved... somethings haven.. And im still the "me" but no longer bubbly..
Made a decision of not breaking the truth to my family yet.. It so wrong.. I know it is so wrong.. But it juz felt so right even though it's so wrong.. Maybe it not even right but juz tat the ascetic me feels so as im denyin all the facts n avoiding the outcome at all means...
Friends been there for me.. im glad for tat.. im glad tat i have friends to accompany me thru this period.. Eventhough i have been avoiding n hidin..
Im facing the world now.. i need to go out of house almost everyday for skool.. it hurts to step into skool cos it keeps remindin me of the truth..
One once ask me how long am i gonna stay n brood in this thing?
Forever n ever ba? me myself dun even noe..
i thot i cud take it easy.. but it not easy at all..
i thot i cud act as if nothing have happen till nxt yr.. but it not easy at all..
posted by joConfession @ 11:57 PM
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